Burned bridges

Hey everyone I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not remember that it is ok not to be ok. My birthday is coming up in a few weeks and honestly, I fucking hate my birthday, not because I am getting older, because I have a lot of bad memories connected to myContinue reading “Burned bridges”

A Letter To Me

Hey everyone I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not remember that is ok not to be ok. I am still fighting this bloody cold but I am feeling better I have my sense of smell back! Woohoo, actually I don’t know if that is a good or a bad thing consideringContinue reading “A Letter To Me”

Scars run deep but so does strength.

Hey everyone I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not remember that is ok not to be ok. Well another working week is nearly over and we survived, this week has been honestly awful! There have been some things that have opened a can of worms with me and also the peopleContinue reading “Scars run deep but so does strength.”

Tip of the day – Be true to yourself.

Hey everyone I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not remember that is ok not to be ok. Sorry everyone for the little bit of the hiatus, I have flip-flopping backward and forward with my moods, things are going on that I can’t control and really sending me through a loop. AlreadyContinue reading “Tip of the day – Be true to yourself.”

Blogmas day 15 – I Am Dreaming Of A White Manic Free Christmas

Hey everyone How is everyone doing? I hope you all are feeling ok and if you are not remember it is ok not to be ok. I am not ok I am not ok I AM NOT OK!! Yep you guessed it the black is covering me and it is raining heavily and even the bitchContinue reading “Blogmas day 15 – I Am Dreaming Of A White Manic Free Christmas”

BLOGMAS DAY 8 – The Christmas Candle

  Hey everyone How is everyone doing? I hope you all are feeling ok and if you are not remember it is ok not to be ok. I am so tired of playing on the playground right now, the swings of moods one minute I am up and the next I am down and don’tContinue reading “BLOGMAS DAY 8 – The Christmas Candle”

Don’t call me crazy!

  Hey everyone, Well it’s nearly another week down, am I the only person who is thinking how is it October already? Well at least that means Christmas is only round the corner :). I hope everyone is feeling well and if you not, then remember that is ok too. I think I am inContinue reading “Don’t call me crazy!”

Why I Had A Self Care Break

  Hey everyone, Hope everyone is ok and if you are not, remember that it is ok not to be ok :). I guess I have got some explaining to do, I kind of took a hiatus from my blog and my social media for a few days as I was in desperate need ofContinue reading “Why I Had A Self Care Break”

I Need To Slow The F**k Down

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is doing ok, and if you are not doing ok remember that’s ok too. I am doing better than I was a few weeks ago, I have noticed though even though my cycles of high and low frequency is getting lower the time recovering from them is getting higher. I keepContinue reading “I Need To Slow The F**k Down”

F**k Off Depression.

Hey everyone My last post I mentioned I was dealing with a low mood cycle, thanks again Cyclothymia! I wish I was completely out of that cycle but sadly I am not, I am better but still feeling pretty low, even though I have some great things going on at the moment. As we allContinue reading “F**k Off Depression.”