I just wanted to be noticed.

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human.  For once I am going to get straight to the point instead of moaning about my week so lucky you! I will put a •TRIGGER WARNING• on this post. Today is suicide prevention day and […]

Perfection is a fucking myth!

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. Well, I knew this crash down back to the dark place would be a hard one but fuck me this storm has really rocked me and it has only just begun. *I just had to […]

Will I lose my dignity, will someone care…

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. It is nearly Friday and that bitch of anxiety still won’t let go, she really is an interfering cow. I have practically come home every day this week just so exhausted from work and battling […]

Never fall in line!

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. I know I have not been as present on here like I usually I am, the reason behind that is I have been dealing with a manic cycle. I have used a lot of energy […]

What is lost can be found…

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. In my weekend bubble and loving it! It has only been a day and my anxiety and irritability that has ruled my mind and life this week has dissipated a little. I honestly thought my […]

There is no reset button

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. My weekend bubble is about to burst and it will be Monday before we know it, I know that nearly every week I complain about this and every week a get on with things and […]

Don’t ask me that.

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. HELLO WEEKEND!!! And hello my weekend bubble, I got new pajamas to celebrate today and was even able to shop without extreme anxiety, so it is a double self-high-five for me today. I am so […]

Think about that

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. The weekend will be over in a couple of hours and I am again already feeling slight anxiety for Monday morning, I hate leaving my bubble. I sometimes wonder in my pajamas cuddle each other […]

Being on the outside

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you are not, well that is ok too as your only human. Halfway through the working week and I am feeling like on a damn seesaw. Even though I feel like the low cycle storm has finished, I feel like there is still some pain there […]

Where is my mojo?

Hey everyone, Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you not, well that is ok too as your only human. I don’t know what I dislike more; Sunday evenings or Monday mornings, I know I say this every week but I am really not ready for Monday. Even though I feel the storm is passing […]