If you really knew me.

Hey everyone, I have had to look at who I am recently and address how others see me, as I feel who I am is being jaded by struggles with anxiety and other issues. I can sometimes feel like I share too much or too little and maybe some of it is my own fault.Continue reading “If you really knew me.”

Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!

Hey everyone, So it’s been a week of tears, tears and a few more tears! It has been a great example of you can be having a good week but still with a lot of shit going on. If this was a few months ago I would have reacted very differently, as I would haveContinue reading “Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!”

Your path is not my path.

Hey everyone, It has been one of those weeks where I wanted to exchange my adulting permit for a learning permit in adulting instead. My new job is going well, it is just all the other things that come with adulthood, being social, being present in the world and being able to not want toContinue reading “Your path is not my path.”

To live with anxiety.

Hey everyone, I wanted to give you my honest outlook on anxiety after having a bad day with it. I am going to add a trigger warning to it as it is something that many of us struggle with. Today I had a breakdown, I feel like anxiety is ruining my life no matter howContinue reading “To live with anxiety.”

Trapped inside a cage.

Hey everyone, This was my first full week of work in a long time, I never thought I would see this day again. If this week has shown me anything, it would be the small things really do make a big difference. I felt like a human again this week. It sounds silly to getContinue reading “Trapped inside a cage.”

Following the bread crumbs.

Hey everyone, For the first time in a long time, I am starting to feel like a functioning adult. It feels weird as fuck±! I remember telling my therapist a few weeks ago that I wanted to just feel normal, which she then replied, what is normal? A lot has happened to turn my lifeContinue reading “Following the bread crumbs.”

Stepping into the unknown.

Hey everyone, This coming week is going to be a big week for me, there is going to be a lot of changes and hopefully, they will all turn out to be good changes. The thing is, the bitch of anxiety is currently trying to let me know I’m going to fail at what isContinue reading “Stepping into the unknown.”

#Worldmentalhealthday – hiding behind a smile.

Hey everyone, A part of me is like, it is mental health day every day for me and the same for a lot of people. Then another part of me is like, well if we didn’t have days like this where we can positively use social media to spread awareness instead of our latest sefie,Continue reading “#Worldmentalhealthday – hiding behind a smile.”

We all do stupid shit.

Hey everyone, Did I ever tell you that about the time I was in such a rush to get home because I felt like anxiety was closing the world in around me, that I walked up to the wrong house and was trying to open the door with my key for a good few minutes.Continue reading “We all do stupid shit.”

Whatever it takes.

Hey everyone, What a fucking week it has been so instead of moaning on for a paragraph or two, I will just give you the cliff notes.  My doctor needs 2-week notice before I need an appointment, as that is the current waiting time.  A bird pooped on my head.  I ripped my favourite jeansContinue reading “Whatever it takes.”