I am just tired.

Hey everyone, I think it is easy to get lost in thought and be absorbed by your emotions, whether they are good or bad, It is so easy to escape reality inside your own mind, where things can be the extreme version of what is going on around you. I can do this a lotContinue reading “I am just tired.”

So I don’t do everything right, sue me!

Hey everyone, I am in a really creative space right now, and I feel like I can’t get down my ideas quick enough. I might be on the verge of a manic mood shift, so I might need to keep a close eye on my warning signs over these next few days. Apart from that,Continue reading “So I don’t do everything right, sue me!”

I can’t right now.

Hey everyone, So another day and another eye appointment, this time to test my visual field. Well, all I am going to say on that subject is, it is not got worse but not got better. I got to take the positives from this. Yes, it wasn’t the outcome I wanted, but I can stillContinue reading “I can’t right now.”

When time plays tricks on you.

Hey everyone, So it has been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster and I even though I am feeling quite vulnerable from it all, I am also feeling empowered. Maybe I can handle the shit thrown at me? Maybe I can be a functioning adult again? Maybe I will be ok. I know a maybeContinue reading “When time plays tricks on you.”

We got this far!

Hey everyone, We are at the end of one week and close to the start of another. Whether you have had the week from hell or a week that has felt like you have been floating on cloud nine, we keep moving forward. For me it’s been half and half, I have definitely had aContinue reading “We got this far!”

Me dramatic?! Sometimes…

Hey everyone, We all can be a bit dramatic from time to time. I can admit to having full blown bitch fits when something hasn’t gone my way or when I go to make a cup of tea and realise there is no milk left. Just because we are adults doesn’t mean we can’t loseContinue reading “Me dramatic?! Sometimes…”

If you really knew me.

Hey everyone, I have had to look at who I am recently and address how others see me, as I feel who I am is being jaded by struggles with anxiety and other issues. I can sometimes feel like I share too much or too little and maybe some of it is my own fault.Continue reading “If you really knew me.”

Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!

Hey everyone, So it’s been a week of tears, tears and a few more tears! It has been a great example of you can be having a good week but still with a lot of shit going on. If this was a few months ago I would have reacted very differently, as I would haveContinue reading “Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!”

Your path is not my path.

Hey everyone, It has been one of those weeks where I wanted to exchange my adulting permit for a learning permit in adulting instead. My new job is going well, it is just all the other things that come with adulthood, being social, being present in the world and being able to not want toContinue reading “Your path is not my path.”

We all do stupid shit.

Hey everyone, Did I ever tell you that about the time I was in such a rush to get home because I felt like anxiety was closing the world in around me, that I walked up to the wrong house and was trying to open the door with my key for a good few minutes.Continue reading “We all do stupid shit.”