I am just tired.

Hey everyone, I think it is easy to get lost in thought and be absorbed by your emotions, whether they are good or bad, It is so easy to escape reality inside your own mind, where things can be the extreme version of what is going on around you. I can do this a lotContinue reading “I am just tired.”

So I don’t do everything right, sue me!

Hey everyone, I am in a really creative space right now, and I feel like I can’t get down my ideas quick enough. I might be on the verge of a manic mood shift, so I might need to keep a close eye on my warning signs over these next few days. Apart from that,Continue reading “So I don’t do everything right, sue me!”

I can’t right now.

Hey everyone, So another day and another eye appointment, this time to test my visual field. Well, all I am going to say on that subject is, it is not got worse but not got better. I got to take the positives from this. Yes, it wasn’t the outcome I wanted, but I can stillContinue reading “I can’t right now.”

When time plays tricks on you.

Hey everyone, So it has been a bit of an emotional rollercoaster and I even though I am feeling quite vulnerable from it all, I am also feeling empowered. Maybe I can handle the shit thrown at me? Maybe I can be a functioning adult again? Maybe I will be ok. I know a maybeContinue reading “When time plays tricks on you.”

We got this far!

Hey everyone, We are at the end of one week and close to the start of another. Whether you have had the week from hell or a week that has felt like you have been floating on cloud nine, we keep moving forward. For me it’s been half and half, I have definitely had aContinue reading “We got this far!”

If you really knew me.

Hey everyone, I have had to look at who I am recently and address how others see me, as I feel who I am is being jaded by struggles with anxiety and other issues. I can sometimes feel like I share too much or too little and maybe some of it is my own fault.Continue reading “If you really knew me.”

Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!

Hey everyone, So it’s been a week of tears, tears and a few more tears! It has been a great example of you can be having a good week but still with a lot of shit going on. If this was a few months ago I would have reacted very differently, as I would haveContinue reading “Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!”

Trapped inside a cage.

Hey everyone, This was my first full week of work in a long time, I never thought I would see this day again. If this week has shown me anything, it would be the small things really do make a big difference. I felt like a human again this week. It sounds silly to getContinue reading “Trapped inside a cage.”

Following the bread crumbs.

Hey everyone, For the first time in a long time, I am starting to feel like a functioning adult. It feels weird as fuck±! I remember telling my therapist a few weeks ago that I wanted to just feel normal, which she then replied, what is normal? A lot has happened to turn my lifeContinue reading “Following the bread crumbs.”

Stepping into the unknown.

Hey everyone, This coming week is going to be a big week for me, there is going to be a lot of changes and hopefully, they will all turn out to be good changes. The thing is, the bitch of anxiety is currently trying to let me know I’m going to fail at what isContinue reading “Stepping into the unknown.”