Me dramatic?! Sometimes…

Hey everyone, We all can be a bit dramatic from time to time. I can admit to having full blown bitch fits when something hasn’t gone my way or when I go to make a cup of tea and realise there is no milk left. Just because we are adults doesn’t mean we can’t loseContinue reading “Me dramatic?! Sometimes…”

If you really knew me.

Hey everyone, I have had to look at who I am recently and address how others see me, as I feel who I am is being jaded by struggles with anxiety and other issues. I can sometimes feel like I share too much or too little and maybe some of it is my own fault.Continue reading “If you really knew me.”

Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!

Hey everyone, So it’s been a week of tears, tears and a few more tears! It has been a great example of you can be having a good week but still with a lot of shit going on. If this was a few months ago I would have reacted very differently, as I would haveContinue reading “Sunday’s are for me, myself and not giving a fuck!”

Your path is not my path.

Hey everyone, It has been one of those weeks where I wanted to exchange my adulting permit for a learning permit in adulting instead. My new job is going well, it is just all the other things that come with adulthood, being social, being present in the world and being able to not want toContinue reading “Your path is not my path.”

Trapped inside a cage.

Hey everyone, This was my first full week of work in a long time, I never thought I would see this day again. If this week has shown me anything, it would be the small things really do make a big difference. I felt like a human again this week. It sounds silly to getContinue reading “Trapped inside a cage.”

Following the bread crumbs.

Hey everyone, For the first time in a long time, I am starting to feel like a functioning adult. It feels weird as fuck±! I remember telling my therapist a few weeks ago that I wanted to just feel normal, which she then replied, what is normal? A lot has happened to turn my lifeContinue reading “Following the bread crumbs.”

We all do stupid shit.

Hey everyone, Did I ever tell you that about the time I was in such a rush to get home because I felt like anxiety was closing the world in around me, that I walked up to the wrong house and was trying to open the door with my key for a good few minutes.Continue reading “We all do stupid shit.”

Whatever it takes.

Hey everyone, What a fucking week it has been so instead of moaning on for a paragraph or two, I will just give you the cliff notes.  My doctor needs 2-week notice before I need an appointment, as that is the current waiting time.  A bird pooped on my head.  I ripped my favourite jeansContinue reading “Whatever it takes.”

Coping mechanisms are for everyone.

Hey everyone! So let’s talk about coping mechanisms, we all have them as they come in many shapes and sizes. Who can’t function in the morning without a large dose of caffeine? Coping mechanism. Who has used alcohol or smoking to help deal with stress? Coping mechanism. Who has a certain friend that they feelContinue reading “Coping mechanisms are for everyone.”

An imperfect life.

Hey everyone, I have just got back from a lovely couple of days away with my partner and some friends at the seaside. Some may say being stuck in a caravan with the rain pelting down a disaster of a time. With the right people though and the task of who could find the bestContinue reading “An imperfect life.”