Good shit and bad shit and little bit of fuck this shit!

Hey everyone,
Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not, well that is ok too, as you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. Here we are at the end of another week, and I’m ending this week on feeling like my mind is stuck on the spin cycle. Around and around it goes, and the off button is not working. I think because my life has been turned upside down this week it has set me into a bit of a manic state. It is like with everything that has happened this week has irritated my mind and made it itchy, and no matter how much I try and scratch that itch it gets worse and worse as I can’t quite get to the root of the itch. I have tried to be an adult about certain things and being an adult sucks, I would rather rip a few people a new one and stomp my feet as I walk to my run and slam door shut on the world.
Well there is a new week coming and hopefully, better things are to come, and if not, well maybe this will be my new greeting to the world.

 

This week’s good shit and bad shit.

Good shit

  • I have managed to control my anger this week and not totally flip my lid. when I am irritated I get angry and honestly it is not fucking pretty.
  • It has been a hard week and I haven’t just completely wallowed it that, I have done some self-care to try and keep myself positive.

Bad shit

  • I have broken down crying in front of people who I don’t feel comfortable being vulnerable around.
  • I am having to sign off sick again from work and I feel like I have failed.
  • I so disgusted in my appearance and disappointed in my life at the moment it has been hard to feel motivated to pick myself up.

So, yes it was a bad week but not completely, I may not be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel just yet but I haven’t given up hope that I will.

Take care,
Vixxy Rose
xxx

2 thoughts on “Good shit and bad shit and little bit of fuck this shit!

  1. You will find your stride. You are doing so well. And we all have shit weeks. Not because of anything other than irritation. You have dealt with it well. Not loosing your temper? Huge win. When you cried in front of said people, how did they react to your tears? Keep it up girl step by step and even if you feel like there are more steps back then forward it is a matter of perception. Big hugs.

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