Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not, well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. Growing up really wasn’t what I thought it would be! I had visions of eating what I like buying what I like and endless days and nights that reflected episodes of Friends. instead, it bought anxiety, bills and a shit load of problems. Why don’t they show that on Friends, like an episode where Rachel’s trying to figure out how to pay rent, her phone bill on her shitty wage and having an anxiety attack which then snowballs into comfort eating and crying in her shower? Where is that episode? Or the one where Chandler threatens to kick Joey out as he hasn’t paid any rent and Joey ends up breaking down and crying to Chandler about his depression over not getting anywhere with his dream. So yeah, thank’s TV.
Can you tell I have had a bad day!? Well, Looks like I am signing off work again and in a way, I know it is the right thing to do but I just wish things were different. As it hasn’t been my day, month, or even my year.
So today’s tip of the day is –
Don’t count yourself out just yet.
Now, this is not me telling you some positivity-wisdom quotes about how things can only get better and every cloud has a silver lining. No, this is me telling you from experience that the battle doesn’t have to be over yet. I know it may feel like it and the easy option is to just stop trying because you are tired and had enough of the struggle. you have got this far right and you got this far for a reason, you are a fucking badass mother fucker. I don’t know what you are going through and I can’t even try to imagine the pain you have experienced but I can tell you that your story is not over, this is just one chapter.
Life will give you many chapters some great and some fucking awful and somewhere you just learn from the shit that has happened. Right now my depression and anxiety are screaming at me to give up but I just can’t. so we may be down but we and can rise again. So don’t count yourself out just yet.