Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not, well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. I am so looking forward to the weekend because right now I am being knocked about a bit by my medication, I feel like an extra from the walking dead! Maybe that could be a new career for me, you know people could hire me for parties, hmm this may be a good idea.
Well, it’s not just the idea of sleeping in on the weekend that is making me look forward to it, I am looking forward to spending some time in my happy place doing some sketching and painting. I feel so emotionally attached to my art at the moment and it is really helping me deal with not only everyday shit but the shit I have carried with me for years.
Sometimes I hide so I can heal.
I don’t always hide away to run away from my feelings and issues. No, I sometimes hide away because I feel too much and the world is just too much to handle when I am that heightened. It is like I am standing on a highway and the cars flying past me are my thoughts and situations that are going on at the moment. It only takes one false move and that thought or situation is knocking me over and it will take me time to heal from that. So instead of standing on that highway, I am on tucked away safely in my bed. I know it may sound like I am running away from things but I’m not. I just need time to process and deal with things sensibly but I always have one eye on reality.