Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not, well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. This week I really made an effort to just see the bright side of life and as I didn’t want to carry bad vibration with me anymore. I was starting to feel like a dark cloud floating through life, casting a shadow on everything that I came into contact with. So this week I took some unusual steps to help me achieve some positivity. I am a believer in crystals and a friend at work gave me some spiritual advice about cleaning the air around me. So firstly I got a white candle and focused all the bad energy I have on it, all the bad shit that has happened to me and all the negative thoughts. After 5 minutes I lit the candle and let it burn and melt away all the negativity. Secondly, I got a glass jar and a small piece of paper and drew a cross on the paper. I said out loud that anyone who wishes upon me any bad things and negativity, was that cross on the paper, I then placed the paper in the jar and poured in white vinegar. Again out loud I said that the negativity that is being sent my way will leave a bitter taste in the mouth of those who wish it upon me and then place the closed jar in the freezer to freeze any negativity sent my way. I know this may sound like a bunch of Harry Potter mumbo jumbo and it may just be a placebo effect but honestly, I felt a weight lift from my shoulders.
So this is week’s good shit and bad shit.
• I have made the steps this week to be more positive and to not allow the negative energy that may be around drag me down.
.• I went to the gym after a 2-week break and even though there was some major anxiety I fought against.
• I started my tiny victories list again to help motivate me during the not so good days.
• I felt quite vulnerable this week and worried that people just put up with me. Thanks, anxiety.
• My body positivity is still at an all-time low.
This week there has been more good shit then bad shit and that may be down to some hocus pocus or just that I have made some good progress this week, either way, I am grateful for this good shit filled week.