When life has too many fucking stains.

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Hey everyone,

Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not, well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. Well, my 30th birthday didn’t exactly turn out the way I planned but I did spend the day with my partner and eat pancakes while wearing a tiara so every cloud has a silver lining. The thing is and this s hard to admit as a grown fucking adult, I don’t have many friends and I find it really hard to gain friendships and maintain those friendships. With that issue and the fact I don’t have much to do with most of my family, it can make me feel pretty lonely and obsolete on my birthdays. I am so thankful though for having an amazing partner who had to put up with a very grumpy birthday girl and for the friends and people that did reach out to me yesterday.
So now that I have left my twenties behind me I am looking forward to what my thirties bring me, especially since *small announcement time* me and my partner are going be trying for a baby. goodbye to my fucked up twenties and hello fucking fabulous thirties.

So today’s tip of the day is –

When life has too many fucking stains.

I feel like when you are dealing with mental illness or a mental health problem you absorb every negative thought, feeling and situation and it leaves a stain on your that you can’t scrub off. You are reminded of that stain when the good things happen and all you can focus on is that stain. That is a big problem of mine and what kind of took over yesterday. You would think for a girl who can’t eat or drink anything without getting it down her, that I would be able to ignore a stain a lot better
If we keep letting these stains be our focus, then we are just going to end up spoiling everything that comes our way. The question is then how do we get rid of stain that can’t be scrubbed away?
That is a hard question and one with many answers that depend on the person. For me though, I need to start seeing the bigger picture and instead of letting the stains irritate me but see them as a small part of the mosaic that makes up my life.

Take care,
Vixxy Rose
xxx

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