Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not, well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. It has been a few days now since my hair transformation and I don’t know what was in that dye because I have never felt this positive. Why didn’t I do this sooner? Is it like the placebo effect? Am I finally losing it? How long will this last? Who fucking knows what the answers to those questions are but for the first time in my life I don’t wish to find out. Now that I feel like I am in control on my own destiny, I feel that possibilities are endless and that it is not too late to make a better life for myself. For the first time in a long time my head is screwed on and I can acknowledge love and pain will still come my way but it is not always about what happens to us that makes who we are, instead, it can be how we deal with those things. So now it is time to end this chapter in my life and start writing a new one.
So today’s tip of the day is –
Make the darkness scared of you!
I am scared of the dark on a literal sense, the fear of the unknown I guess and the fact I have an overactive imagination, so I think the all sorts is waiting for me in the dark. I am 29 years old and I always sleep with some sort of light on because of some bizarre reason I think that my bathroom light will protect me from the dark. There is no proof that having a light on stops the things that go bump in the night but instead it is that one big powerful word that protects us and that is hope.
Hope also helps us during the darkest of times in our life where the light is so far away that we can’t see it but hope powers the strength for us to hold on for that day that the light will be back to grace our dark sky again.
Also, it feels like I have spent so much time in the dark that I wonder to myself why am I scared? I have proven that the dark can’t beat me and maybe it is now time for the darkness to be scared of me. All of us warriors have proven how strong we are and we need to start to see the light that is inside of us all, a fire made up of strength, determination and hope is a worthy opponent to what is cowardly hiding in the dark.
Take care all,