Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not, well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. Well, today anxiety has been breathing down my neck as I had made plans that were a change from my usual routine. I have just come back from meeting with an old friend who I have not seen for over a year. I had anxiety about leaving my house at night, I had anxiety about meeting her and I had anxiety about being a train. It was so frustrating and I nearly canceled but I released I haven’t really left my house this year to do much socializing on my own and it made me feel so sad. So I had to bulldoze my way through this shitty anxiety and get myself out! To me, the overwhelming sadness of not really leaving my house much this year was what beat the anxiety and I am so proud I got this victory today.
So now let’s move on to my blogmas post day 13 –
I’m going to jingle all the way!
Even though there is going to be some shitty moments Christmas and there are probably going be times where I am going to feel down, I am determined though to make some happy memories this year. This is my first Christmas in my own home and I can’t let the negativity take away from the joy I will be experiencing.
I think this is true for a lot of us instead of trying to have a perfect Christmas how about just try to make some great memories.
This year I have got a scrapbook and a Polaroid camera at the ready, I feel an actual camera is a better way of capturing real moments instead of trying to get the perfect selfie. As well of it taking away the pressure of doing everything perfectly, it is a simple and great way of letting you enjoy the Christmas season. So instead of trying to capture all of the moments I am going to live the moments and snap the occasional picture, as a memory last a lifetime.