Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. Guess you broke down in tears today? Guess who wants to press that self-destruct button calling out her name? But guess who had enough of the bullshit and stuck up for herself? Yes, the answer to those questions is this moody cow right here! Honestly, I didn’t think it was possible until today to manage to fit in a moment of calling out bullshit, raining on someone else’s parade, having about three meltdowns and shed a thousand tears, but I did it. No wonder now the dust has settled a little I feel like an emotional bomb has gone off in my brain and I am like WTF trying to pick up the pieces. From what I have gathered from picking up some of the pieces today, i have mentally had my limit of the bullshit in my life and that last piece of bullshit I had to listen to today just pushed me over the edge. I usually can be very diplomatic a lot of the time anxiety stops me from rocking the boat which usually keep my sarcastic comments just in my head, but if people are going to treat me like a joke and I’ll leave you like its funny.
So I may be feeling utterly crap and honestly like I have failed life but this grumpy cow still has some fire left inside her and it is not over yet….
Which leads to my tip of the day…
When it hasn’t been your day, your week, your month or even your year!
• Have you ever felt you are life’s joke project?
• Have you ever felt like no matter how much you try it’s not good enough?
• Have you ever felt like turning to an imaginary camera and asking if you are being punk’d?
• Or maybe wished you would wake up from a nightmare you life seems to be?
If you have answered yes to any or all of these questions then we are in the same boat! But the thing is I know deep down my life is not a big pile of crap, it’s just in the crap moments that is all we can ever see. Because we must be doing something right deep down even if we can’t always see it, to get this far. If it were up to me my life would be one big musical because things seem so much easier to understand in song and dance. But this isn’t Rent or Grease this is life and we have to sometimes learn to roll with the punches and pick ourselves up even when we don’t want to or too tired to. That is because the only person that can beat us if ourselves and even if the last chapter was hard we have to start working on the next one.