Welcome back to crazy little things! I hope everyone is doing ok and if you’re not well that is ok too because you don’t have to be ok all the time as you are only human. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I have felt defeated these past few months with the illness going on with my eyes and everything around me snowballing into chaos. I am tired of going to bed tired and waking up tired. How the fuck am I suppose to fight through this struggle with little to no mental or physical energy?
But you know what I have still done it, even though I have just wanted to throw in the towel so many times and hide myself away from this world, even though some days I have shed so many tears and been so angry I thought I was going to boil over, I have done it. Don’t get me wrong if I could click my fingers I would so get rid of all the fucked up things going on in my life but then, on the other hand, how would I see how strong I was. There is probably plenty of tears and pain to come still but I have made through every hard day so far. So this is me telling the universe and my self I can and I will get through this and if you are listening universe and you want to send some happier days my way, I think I am overdue a couple. Or even just fix at least one of my eyes that would be fucking fantastic.
So let’s get on to my tip of the day –
Don’t give up, just take a break.
Sometimes when you are trying too hard to feel better you end up driving yourself insane and draining your energy levels and you just end up feeling worse then you did before. I find it best to step away and recharge. Whether that is just taking time for you and to do the basic things of sleeping, eating and relaxing. Recharge the batteries instead of draining them.
You are what is most important and by starting small on the basic things then you can build yourself up and charge those batteries to then being able to focus on the bigger things.