Sorry, not sorry!

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Hey everyone,

Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. Well I am still a big ball of sweat right now and I also have the weirdest tan, 2 inches of my ankles and my arms and face, thanks work uniform! I wish they came up with an opposite version of a hot water bottle! I know there is icepacks but I can’t cuddle an icepack, hmm maybe I can fill my hot water bottle with ice water? Worth a try!
I am on a winning streak right now with my mental health, I have never felt myself for such a long period of time in such a length of time. I feel like I have battled my demons and they have fucked off to lick their wounds from their ass kicking. I know I am probably tempting fate right now as this could rapidly change and bite me in the ass, but I can’t help it I haven’t felt this good in such a long time I want to shout it from the rooftop.
Unfortunately, I can’t shout it from the rooftop I can only whisper, which isn’t fucking fair. Even though I am a lot more open with my mental health struggles on here and a select few people in my life, I am not able to be fully open. Which leads me on to my tip of the day…

Sorry, not sorry!

I am so fucking proud of the progress I have made with my mental health and with my blog; I never thought I would get to this point, ever. I have my happy place and I will never let anyone take that away from me.
The other day I was messaged on Twitter form a girl who was struggling with her mental health and telling the people around her, I didn’t know how to answer her, as some of the people in my life didn’t take it well. Also, another blog site approached me about reposting one of my posts, I was overcome with such pride and joy. I asked my partner about sharing this news on Facebook, finally come out to everyone I know about my blog and he said no don’t open that can of worms again. Basically, I told my parents about my blog not long after I started and asked them to read it, well let’s just say it didn’t go down well. I was told to take it down, they were not happy and ever since then I haven’t gone into too much detail on here because of them, I know they don’t read it but I didn’t want to risk the backlash.
Well, fuck that!
Am I sorry that my words caused pain? Yes, but not sorry that I am sharing my story to help others as well as myself.
Telling the people in your life is one of the hardest things you can go through and there is always a risk it won’t go down well but if those people can’t accept you for who you are, then its time for a sorry not sorry! Sorry they feel like that but not sorry for who you are, don’t edit yourself to fit what others think you should be.

 

Take care all

Vixxy rose
Xxx

8 thoughts on “Sorry, not sorry!

  1. s.e. taylor says:

    Glad to hear you are doing well! That’s a shame about your parents responding so negatively about your blog. 😦 I have chosen to not share mine with RL friends and family because I know I’d end up censoring myself if I did. That’s unfortunate that you are in that situation. Have you considered changing your blog address? You can migrate your followers if you do.

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  2. **The Ghost Within Me** says:

    I know exactly how you feel about opening up on your blog. Sometimes I wish I could write names and places and so on, but I worry about the backlash of how people who know me might react if they read my past, and current posts. I feel I’m slightly more anonymous here, even though I have shared a few photos before now. I keep thinking of starting up a new blog, which I would be “happy” to share, but then I’m not too sure how people would react to seeing my honesty about everything there too. Then again, it is a space for me. So what should it matter what others think? It is their problem if they have one. Not ours for voicing how we feel. You should be super proud of how far you’ve come and with how amazing your blog is. I’m proud to be a follower of your awesome blog! You’re awesome! Keep up the great work 😀 xx

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  3. Thekabys says:

    Great to hear you’re doing great. Now keep the momentum with you as long as you can.. 😀😀.
    And for parents,….
    It’s a displeasure….
    But don’t worry……
    My parents also have a negative response to my all Interests because I’m not earning by them……
    Bloggers can understand bloggers.
    Just keep it on babe…
    You’re doing extremely great.
    👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👍👍👍👍❤❤❤❤❤❤🌷🌷😘😘😘😘

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