You are not a fucking doormat!

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Hey everyone,

Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. Well, my weekend bubble has well and truly been popped! That bitch of anxiety and dark cloud of depression has decided to pay me a little visit, yay me!
I am certain it will pass and it is not a cycle, it is just the result of a shitty thing happening to me today but I will be ok it is not the first time I am battling that bitch and I am sure it won’t be the last.
I think today will leave an emotional scar though, a nice little reminder of how I am just no good with people. Like honestly what is wrong me? Why doesn’t anyone want me in their life?
Sorry, the anxiety took the wheel for a moment, but it is so hard not to feel and think these things when no matter what approach I take I end up in the dirt most of the time. I am tired, so fucking tired of being let down all the damn time. Don’t I deserve people’s time? Don’t I deserve their care? Don’t I deserve more than this?
Oops, anxiety crept in there a little, crafty cow.
Well, today I fell, not hard enough to send me stumbling down a dark spiral but enough to scrap my knee and now I need that plaster of self-care to mend my soul. So I am going to put on a musical and get my tea on!

Anyway time for my tip of the dayYou are not a fucking doormat!

The people around us do not measure our self-worth, we decide what we are worth. Just because you have a few issues doesn’t mean you should measure your self-worth lower.
Your issues don’t mean you are not worthy of this world because we all have baggage, some of us more then others but that is ok. So don’t take shit from people because you are scared they are going to leave you, if those people can’t handle you at your worse then they don’t deserve you at your best.
Love shouldn’t come with a price, love is free and that is how it should remain. So if you have someone in your life who makes you feel unworthy, remember you are strong and deserve more then that. Don’t be afraid to show people the door as sometimes we may have to cut people out our life but sometimes those people hand you the scissors.
Take care all

Vixxy rose
Xxx

7 thoughts on “You are not a fucking doormat!

  1. livien1995 says:

    I do want you in my life. You’re a wonderful and strong person. And yes, they don’t get to decide our self worth. There was a lot of people who couldn’t deal with me being so unstable. Well then. Who cares. On the other hand there’s so many people who can, and they’re the ones that matter. We should never doubt our self worth based on someone’s opinion. I just know whatever happened to you, you can deal with it, heal that metaphorical knee of yours and get back up to run fast!

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