Hope everyone is feeling ok and if you’re not, well that is ok too as you’re only human. I know I have not been as present on here like I usually I am, the reason behind that is I have been dealing with a manic cycle. I have used a lot of energy to try to keep myself grounded, which took up a lot of my time. Now that whirlwind seems to behind me I can focus on things again, during my manic cycle my concentration and focus is flying in all different directions so it is quite hard to keep it pointing in one direction.
I am exhausted though, after feeling like my mind was trying to pull me in so many directions I feel like I could sleep for a month at least. On a good note though I feel after this whirlwind of a cycle my feet have landed firmly on the ground, reading to start walking again on my path. I have never felt myself this soon after a cycle and I am ready to fight, fight this crazy thing could life.
If you haven’t noticed but no Sunday moaning today, that’s because I get to stay in my bubble one more day as tomorrow is a bank holiday, bonus pajama day whoop!
So my tip of the day – Never fall in line!
With today’s society, it is easy to find something or someone who criticizes who we are and tries to tell us who we should be. We can’t escape what is so accessible with just a touch of a button.
Girls should like pink and should want to be a princess and should wait for their prince charming. Boys should like blue and go find a princess to rescue, people with mental illness should look crazy, firstly how do even fucking do that! Go round licking windows?? Wear a straight jacket?? We should do this diet or that diet where you only eat dust.
“You are not married or have kids yet, there must be something wrong with you?” Oh, fuck off! For a world that is so advanced in so many ways, we are still so backward. No one has the right to tell you how to live your life.If you want to run around in a tutu sprinkling glitter on strangers, you do you, never fall in line. I should be able to write without fear or judgment, but with every blog post, there is a part of me waiting for a troll to criticize my words, my content and my grammar.
Well for future haters I will never fall in line.
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I’m meant to be, this is me
Look out ’cause here I come
And I’m marching on to the beat I drum
I’m not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
Keala Settle, The Greatest Showman Ensemble
Take care all