I hope everyone is doing ok and if you are not remember that is ok not to be ok. Well, the Monday dread has set in, I am not ready for Monday morning at all I am not ready for another week at work and I am not ready to face my problems head-on. There I was honest, unfortunately, there is some unavoidable drama heading in my direction and I can’t change direction because I need to face this head-on. I want to hide behind my anxiety and just give up and hide from the world that has some crappy people in it, but that small spark in me that wants to give those crappy people the finger keeps me from hiding under my covers.
So here I am world scared shitless of what you can do to me but still moving forward no matter what.
So my tip of the day – Don’t fake it just make it!
Where does faking it get you? Is faking just another way of lying to yourself? So many questions but so little time, so why spend so much energy on faking it when you can just be you. So I cry when I am stressed so I can go through times where I eat my feelings and so I can be a little bitchy well a lot bitchy at times that doesn’t mean I can’t make it.
I can make it just being me I don’t need to pretend to be something else to get there. If making it was meant to be easy then would it be worth it in the end? I can and I will fight for myself to get what I want and deserve, the road won’t be easy and I know the hurdle I face next week won’t be the first or the last but I will get over it.