Blogmas day 15 – I Am Dreaming Of A White Manic Free Christmas

Hey everyone

How is everyone doing? I hope you all are feeling ok and if you are not remember it is ok not to be ok. I am not ok I am not ok I AM NOT OK!! Yep you guessed it the black is covering me and it is raining heavily and even the bitch of anxiety is butting her big fat head in. But what can I do, I can’t change the weather I just have to wait for a break in the storm to see the sunshine again.

Blogmas Day 15 nearly didn’t come today I was going to not post due to how I have been feeling, but you guys have stuck with me and I don’t’ want to let my bipolar control this like it is controlling my mind right now. So again short but sweet post but minus the cheesy intro.

Blogmas Day 15 – I am dreaming of a white manic free Christmas!

If I had my way obviously I wouldn’t be going through a low cycle or a manic cycle at Christmas, but sadly I don’t think I will get my wish. If I had my way Christmas would be the opposite of what it is going to be this year. But I keep dwelling on this I know it is just going to make me worse, with human nature and bipolar not so simple to push that aside.
So if you are finding yourself wishing for things to be different this in your life for Christmas, you are not the only one. So it is the time to be proactive and focus on what you have, so you may not have snow but at least it is not raining cats and dogs. So you may not get what you wanted for Christmas but at least people made the effort to get you something, you are thought about. It’s about seeing the positive in the negative and I know it is so hard to do that as I am struggling to do that right now, but like anything, it is worth a try.

Until tomorrow people!
Take care all

Vixxy rose
xxx