How is everyone doing? I hope you all are feeling ok and if you are not remember it is ok not to be ok. So I feel like shit, eurgh I hate feeling so out of control of my mind, I just wish I could just push the dark clouds away and let in the sunshine.
The storm won’t last and I just have to keep powering through because this is my life and fuck am I going to roll over and give in.
Blogmas Post 14! Wow been doing this 2 weeks now, how have I not run out of things to say and cheesiness. I am going to try to keep this post short and sweet due to my mood at the moment as don’t want to bore you all with moaning.
Blogmas Day 14 – It’s ok not to be ok… bah humbug!
Why do we put some much pressure on ourselves to be so jolly this time of year? How dare I not want to wear a Christmas jumper and how dare I not want to sing Christmas singles every bloody second of the day. Well, you know what if you don’t want to do those things don’t force yourself if you want to say bah humbug instead of Merry Christmas then do it!. You are more likely going to cause more problems for yourself mentally by pretending. So if you’re not ok this Christmas season then that is ok, do your own thing.
You come first your self care comes first. I am not sure if my low mood cycle will last until Christmas and that is ok. I can still do Christmas without being jolly. I can still celebrate being with the people I love, I can still celebrate my tiny victories and I can still celebrate but in my own way, so yeah bah humbug!
Until tomorrow people!
Take care all