How is everyone doing? I hope you all are feeling ok and if you are not remember it is ok not to be ok. So here we are we made it to Thursday, that is something to proud of. Why I have not achieved anything have I? I hear you ask. Well, some of you have got up every morning and moved forward with your day, that to me is a fucking tiny victory especially if your mind is telling you to hide from the world. So yeah be fucking proud, sometimes you push through the negative fog to get to the positive.
A song I love has influenced today’s post, as this song has been coming on my playlist a lot recently. The song dickhead by Kate Nash is definitely one of my favorite songs and I will leave a link at the bottom of the post if you want to have a listen. We basically all have those moments in our life where we tell our self what an idiot, twat or dickhead we are; it is one of those magical things that make us human.
Come on, if you are shaking your head right now, go and put your bum in the freezer as your pants are on fire. So you are telling me that you have never gone to make yourself a coffee in the morning and missed your cup by like 10 cm and not called yourself a dickhead. We all do it; I mean you don’t need to have a mental health issue or illness to have those magical moments. My days are full of them. For instance last week I was quite ill and on top of that, I was dealing with a low mood cycle and high anxiety. This concluded in me convincing myself for a good 5 minutes that someone at work was trying to poison me… dickhead. My life isn’t a CSI episode, I am annoying but I know I am not killable annoying. I have lost count how many times I have gone to work with an item of clothing inside out… dickhead. Also, don’t get me started on my daily walking into my coffee table and looking at it shocked as to why it was there… dickhead.
What I am trying to say is that these moments happen to us all but it is so easy to turn a dickhead moment into a high anxiety self-loathing fest. Sometimes we have to just dust our self and tell ourselves to stop being a dickhead!
Take care all,