WARNING WARNING A RANT IS ON IT’S WAY!
Well I did warn you and you are still reading, that’s a good sign, so before said rant begins, how is everyone I hope you are doing ok and if you’re not well remember that is ok too. I am good a few snippets of anxiety and I took a step back this week and recognized the warning signs going off. I stepped in before my head got fogged up again with negativity, as I said before I may have lost some battles with anxiety and depression but I will win the war.
So rant time then, it’s not a situation or a person that caused this rant, it is something that really fucks me off when I am going through a bad time of anxiety or depression. When life gives you lemons make lemonade, well you know what if I don’t like lemonade, what if I don’t like lemons full stop. Well, can life please stop giving me those damn lemons how about some cake instead, I like cake.
Let’s look at it from a realistic point of view, what if actually lemons were thrown at me every time I felt down or anxious or even when something bad happened, I would be a permanent bruise! I may not be bruised on the outside but on the inside, I am covered. So if life changed lemon to cakes I don’t think I would have so many bruises just lots of snacks!
Don’t get me wrong I like the saying and it is a great way of thinking, turning something bad into a positive and I try to do that all the time. But sometimes it is just so damn tiring and where the fuck is I suppose to put all this damn lemonade because I have a lot of it.
My point is that sometimes I feel there is a lot of pressure put on people who are dealing with some pretty bad things like mental health, to look on the brighter side of life. Well, that is not always possible to be so upbeat under a pile of lemons, why can’t I be bitter? Why can’t I be pissed off? Why can’t I have cake instead?
Well life I am going to start throwing the lemons back you can go make lemonade instead, I am off to go eat some cake!
Take care all,